I feel really not myself. It's been a horrible week. One of the worse in recent history. Shayan abandoned me. Keaton abandoned me. Jordan lied and abandoned me. I really feel like I need to cry, but it's so ridiculous that I can't. I am hollow and full at the same time. It's like my emotions can't contain themselves. It's killing me. I feel like I am out of my mind. How did it get to this? I want and yet I don't. I'm reaching and yet I feel like just withdrawing.
Has your heart ever heart so much that it affects your brain, your mind? I'm a wreck. A complete wreck.
I need to look forward. To let go of the past. To have a fully enriched positive outlook. I need to relax and breathe again. Life goes on. I need to too. Everyone told me to stop. Why am I so stubborn? I need to stop looking for it. Just stop. Just stop having your heart hurt.
Pushing forward. I didn't deserve the way any of them treated me. I am better than this. I am.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
You just need to let go of it and move on.
ReplyDeleteMarried dating site for those looking for a married affair, or in a relationship,
and looking for a marital affair or married dating.
www.marriedandlooking.co.za
This comment has been removed by the author.
ReplyDeleteIf you are in quest for a suitable mate .Go to this website that focuses on love, friendship. dating, sign up, and start looking for your perfect match with a real-time chat facility.
ReplyDeletepersian match online
just do something that would interest you and hang out with friends!
ReplyDeleteMarried dating site for those looking for a married affair, or in a relationship,
and looking for a marital affair or married dating.
www.marriedandlooking.co.za