So I've been thinking a lot today about that guy whom I went out a few dates with and then got burned. Although NIN's famous song refers to the refusal to submit to Bush, I can relate my dating relationship. I may complain about his lack of attention and his unwilling to try, but if given the opportunity, I would readily jump back. Any self-respect? I question it. Just like this. You complain, but will you bite the hand that feeds you? Or will you stay down on your knees? Am I brave enough to respect myself? I hope I am. He may be Mr. Ideal and may seemingly be great, but if he was then I would be hanging out with him right now right? I'm not, but still I am stuck on it. I am so naive and I keep holding on to what I want to believe. I can see, but I keep holding on and on and on and on. It will be the end of me.
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